Golden Gate & Full Moon, Panorama, originally uploaded by MumbleyJoe.
Awesome view, isn't it? It is almost strange to think that I once travel through this bridge and even took photos (lousy, awful photos) of it. I vaguely remember saying to someone that hey, this is where 98 degrees sang their MTV right?
98 degrees!
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and pain
Cuz I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all, it's all because of you
Was trying to find some inspiration for all the flyers and logos I had to do today and ended up searching all the way back to my old weblog in dates of 2002. It sure seemed like I was far more open with my emotions then, and not to mention, a whole lot messier than I ever was.
I knew I had a crazy life but I don't remember it being so awful.
And so we all grow up somehow. We fall, we pick up, we mature, we quieten and become more reserved. Perhaps.
If I had to live my life again, I wouldn't want to do the many things I used to do -- but then would I have experienced life any better? Would I have found God's love ever more real?
The pains and struggles of today -- are they any lesser than those of my adolescence? Or more? I suppose I'd never really know because as far as I can feel, it's always here and now that is the worst.
Today I wonder about what I could have done. Yesterday I dreamt about what I will be doing. Tomorrow I understand the makings of the day before.
It's strange. All so strange. I think my brains were so frozen today that now everything seems stranger than before.
Do we learn to treasure only when we've lost?
I've also decided one more thing. Someday, I want to visit Damrak in Amsterdam and take a photo amongst these buildings.
Damrak - Amsterdam, originally uploaded by MorBCN (de vacances).
Have I already mentioned that Macau is really pretty? Let's go there together sometime...Labels: random, reflections
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