tired, so incredibly tired!
So many things have been happening lately. From one scare to another, I don't know if my heart has grown stronger or more paranoid. And on top of all that, I'm exhausted by the late nights and a very bad back.
But seeing the end product of the children's camp brochure and the encouraging invitation from Mt Elizabeth Hosp has really made my day a little better -- if it wasn't ruined by... uhm. And so, I'm actually glad this month is almost over. To think it was my birthday month... it was one of the most challenging months I've had to deal with. But then again, it doesn't mean that my troubles will end with the month eh?
Sigh.
You caught my soul
When I was struggling to breathe
You made me whole
And now Your majesty I sing
I belong to You
- I belong to You, by Parachute Band
Lord, Lord, I'm really struggling, but by Your strength, I'm a survivor. Though I still wish I never existed, just as Job had cursed the day He was born. Yet Lord, I'm incredibly amazed by who You are, Father. You're my Saviour, Redeemer, the great I AM. You called me as Your own and covered my fears with Your love and grace. While I never deserved nor had any right, You found me and held me and loved me. So Father, keep holding me. Hold me till this darkness disappears, and till the light of Your purpose shines. That I may finally see where I'm headed, what I'm doing, and how You've carried me. Lord, lead me on in these troubled times for it is in You that I see all that I can be. Father, sanctify me for Your will.
Did you know that I'm free? Free to love. Free to sing. Free to dance. Free to give thanks in every circumstance. Even though my tears my fall and outwardly I'm worn, I can rejoice because You have rescued me. (:
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